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Walls of Agony

by Vûlom

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1.
Ethereal 03:29
(instrumental)
2.
My days are constant suffering, Never reaching the end, Do i neglect the offering Of an joyful amend As i turn my pain onto you, It all comes back to me, If i have atleast known, I would try to set us free Cause the pain is unescapeable It tears down the soul If atleast i was appreciable And not a simple foul Some people arent destined for happiness They just fall in nothingess That burns the soul and mind It feels like im blind The doors of salvation closed shut The candle blown forever by a simple blow Some have it,but i do not As i feel myself fall Inside these walls of agony My soul crawls down the cold floor Where the cries are heard and felt And lady hope never visits The sky always black With clouds of sorrow Raining with sadness With no trace of hope Left alone with sorrow and regrets I cant carry on As the weight cripples my soul To the pit of nothingness Enslaved by that which i created I despise the day i was born My heart forever isolated Id be better of gone
3.
Oyasumi 07:47
Without any goal or any purpouse I wander through this world Full of disappointment and pain Without a real reason to live Or to stay here any longer What if the point of my life isn't that meaningful What if the point is to run away Run away from momentary anxiety Run away from the lonliness that fills me How incredibly sad it would be Rather to have no goal nor point of living Than the point being so incradebly embaressing Rather to embrace the lonliness and axiety Than to let everybody know how lost I am How useless my existance is How my life isn't important to anyone Not even to myself I'm just here to embrace all the pain of this world With my arms wide open so nobody notices it For all the lives that have meanings to them I'm just here to bleed and cry instead of them Cause I'm the only one that has no strenght The strenght to find a better meaning To fight for myself... I.... I'm just So exhausted... But what if I wouldn't be able to find it It's better never to try it then Than to try and to realise I have failed To realise I have never been destent for... mediocrity It's better never to try then Than to try an end up disappointed In the end the meaning of my life is to run Just to run away from Momentary anxiety and lonliness How incredibly sad it is
4.
Is this all real How did it become like this Now i feel Just misery How can i find a meaning In this life im living Everything falls apart To ashes and dust No hope in sight Only fear Cause of the broken promises Only cries i hear What once was Never will be again So much is lost That i cannot gain Standing beside all that is within me I am restrained Fear crawls up my veins Slowly tearing me What once defined my life Are now just empty words As i see myself fall Emotions pouring from my soul But i cant escape the fall Cause nothing will change The darkness of this heart Dreams of death That offer relief But deep inside I know im more than this But a moment comes And tears fall down my face A rotten existence I see clearly Happiness never lasted In this hollow life Yet it feels so fresh When it crushes down
5.
Memories 05:17
Memories Flashing through my head In the pool of my thoughts I am drowning Our past The only perfection In this Never ending agony Now im left With emptiness inside my heart And dread Inside my veins The only thing we needed Was taken away from us Now we learn to live In this feeble existence The dream we had Once so warm and fresh Is now cold Rotting in decay Warm words Once spoken Are now forgotten And empty Have you forgotten our days I remember but the link is missing The prettiest flower Separated from its roots Nothing can bring back The old joy in our hearts We long for it And dwell in this wasted life And all those memories Are now only contaminating Our inner river Where our love used to flow
6.
... for i can still sense The beating of you heart Your warm breath That crawls over my skin As if you were But a drop of water in my hands So gentle so fragile But so lightly to hold You engrossed my existance Piece by piece Leaving me with poor Human cravings... My Love... ... for i can still sense The beating of your heart Even though it doesn't Beat anymore Since Death decided To set us apart Never to feel eachother again That's when you last whispered "I'll wait for you... My love... Forever..."
7.
I walk this road Paved with memories and pain Unable to forget How it used to feel A shadowy figure Hollow inside Stands in front of me As I stare into the mirror Deepest wounds Still bleed Unable to heal Unable to feel I once had a purpose I once had a dream Still every night in my window She stands so tempting Yet one cannot taste it Without the hurting of others So, alone I lay Resisting her temptations When another lady comes And I know her, my bride She is with me when I wake Watching all my moments She never leaves And at the night she sees me to bed When will I be free? Can I try to hope? There must be so much more of me Yet I cannot hope There is a shelf in my soul Called "memory" For every emotion I used to feel But this night I'm gonna make a change I shall kiss The lady in the window
8.
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liars chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I will keep myself I would find a way

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released December 30, 2019

Kristijan Čačija - vocals
Sandro Radan - guitars
Jan Karlović - guitars
Lovre Jerkunica - bass
Vjeko Dražin - drums, clean vocals (8.)

Robert Zelić - lyrics (2., 4., 5., 7.)
Anđela Radan - lyrics (3.), graphics
Sandro Radan - lyrics (6.), recording
Jan Karlović - mixing, mastering

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Vûlom Zagreb, Croatia

A young band from Croatia swarming with ideas of blending melodic phrases and crushing heavy sound with depressive soundscapes. Inspired by doom giants like Saturnus, October Tide, Dawn of Solace, Hamferð, Paradise Lost, Swallow the Sun, etc. We are trying to find a unique expression of our views towards the world and emotions. ... more

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