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Ethereal
03:29
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(instrumental)
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2. |
Walls of Agony
10:27
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My days are constant suffering,
Never reaching the end,
Do i neglect the offering
Of an joyful amend
As i turn my pain onto you,
It all comes back to me,
If i have atleast known,
I would try to set us free
Cause the pain is unescapeable
It tears down the soul
If atleast i was appreciable
And not a simple foul
Some people arent destined for happiness
They just fall in nothingess
That burns the soul and mind
It feels like im blind
The doors of salvation closed shut
The candle blown forever by a simple blow
Some have it,but i do not
As i feel myself fall
Inside these walls of agony
My soul crawls down the cold floor
Where the cries are heard and felt
And lady hope never visits
The sky always black
With clouds of sorrow
Raining with sadness
With no trace of hope
Left alone with sorrow and regrets
I cant carry on
As the weight cripples my soul
To the pit of nothingness
Enslaved by that which i created
I despise the day i was born
My heart forever isolated
Id be better of gone
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3. |
Oyasumi
07:47
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Without any goal or any purpouse
I wander through this world
Full of disappointment and pain
Without a real reason to live
Or to stay here any longer
What if the point of my life isn't that meaningful
What if the point is to run away
Run away from momentary anxiety
Run away from the lonliness that fills me
How incredibly sad it would be
Rather to have no goal nor point of living
Than the point being so incradebly embaressing
Rather to embrace the lonliness and axiety
Than to let everybody know how lost I am
How useless my existance is
How my life isn't important to anyone
Not even to myself
I'm just here to embrace all the pain of this world
With my arms wide open so nobody notices it
For all the lives that have meanings to them
I'm just here to bleed and cry instead of them
Cause I'm the only one that has no strenght
The strenght to find a better meaning
To fight for myself... I.... I'm just
So exhausted...
But what if I wouldn't be able to find it
It's better never to try it then
Than to try and to realise I have failed
To realise I have never been destent for... mediocrity
It's better never to try then
Than to try an end up disappointed
In the end the meaning of my life is to run
Just to run away from
Momentary anxiety and lonliness
How incredibly sad it is
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4. |
Dreams of Death
05:13
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Is this all real
How did it become like this
Now i feel
Just misery
How can i find a meaning
In this life im living
Everything falls apart
To ashes and dust
No hope in sight
Only fear
Cause of the broken promises
Only cries i hear
What once was
Never will be again
So much is lost
That i cannot gain
Standing beside all that is within me
I am restrained
Fear crawls up my veins
Slowly tearing me
What once defined my life
Are now just empty words
As i see myself fall
Emotions pouring from my soul
But i cant escape the fall
Cause nothing will change
The darkness of this heart
Dreams of death
That offer relief
But deep inside
I know im more than this
But a moment comes
And tears fall down my face
A rotten existence
I see clearly
Happiness never lasted
In this hollow life
Yet it feels so fresh
When it crushes down
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5. |
Memories
05:17
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Memories
Flashing through my head
In the pool of my thoughts
I am drowning
Our past
The only perfection
In this
Never ending agony
Now im left
With emptiness inside my heart
And dread
Inside my veins
The only thing we needed
Was taken away from us
Now we learn to live
In this feeble existence
The dream we had
Once so warm and fresh
Is now cold
Rotting in decay
Warm words
Once spoken
Are now forgotten
And empty
Have you forgotten our days
I remember but the link is missing
The prettiest flower
Separated from its roots
Nothing can bring back
The old joy in our hearts
We long for it
And dwell in this wasted life
And all those memories
Are now only contaminating
Our inner river
Where our love used to flow
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... for i can still sense
The beating of you heart
Your warm breath
That crawls over my skin
As if you were
But a drop of water in my hands
So gentle so fragile
But so lightly to hold
You engrossed my existance
Piece by piece
Leaving me with poor
Human cravings...
My Love...
... for i can still sense
The beating of your heart
Even though it doesn't
Beat anymore
Since Death decided
To set us apart
Never to feel eachother again
That's when you last whispered
"I'll wait for you...
My love...
Forever..."
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7. |
The Lady in the Window
07:43
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I walk this road
Paved with memories and pain
Unable to forget
How it used to feel
A shadowy figure
Hollow inside
Stands in front of me
As I stare into the mirror
Deepest wounds
Still bleed
Unable to heal
Unable to feel
I once had a purpose
I once had a dream
Still every night in my window
She stands so tempting
Yet one cannot taste it
Without the hurting of others
So, alone I lay
Resisting her temptations
When another lady comes
And I know her, my bride
She is with me when I wake
Watching all my moments
She never leaves
And at the night she sees me to bed
When will I be free?
Can I try to hope?
There must be so much more of me
Yet I cannot hope
There is a shelf in my soul
Called "memory"
For every emotion
I used to feel
But this night
I'm gonna make a change
I shall kiss
The lady in the window
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I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liars chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I will keep myself
I would find a way
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Vûlom Zagreb, Croatia
A young band from Croatia swarming with ideas of blending melodic phrases and crushing heavy sound with depressive soundscapes. Inspired by doom giants like Saturnus, October Tide, Dawn of Solace, Hamferð, Paradise Lost, Swallow the Sun, etc. We are trying to find a unique expression of our views towards the world and emotions. ... more
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